[hot issue] Mixed Feelings ~.^"

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Salam Sejahtera
Salam Satu Malaysia!


hot issue? tak lah hot mana pon.. saja nak publisiti jeh. hehe. selamat membaca entri yang paling banyak label nye ini. #peace yo.


Feeling SATU - the sweetness of friendship


I'm going to share with all of you about my new family member whom are actually
my close friend in this 2012 at MaHISS.
They are the SS Family which stands for 'SIBLING SELAMENYERR' Family.
bahahaha.. yes, I am kinda mnggelabah je buat group member bagai.
but to think through it again.... I've begin to love them the way I love myself. ahaks. #poyojeh

the SS family mmber are ALONG, ANGAH, ALANG, ACHIK and ADIK. #bukan nama sebenar

a wonderful drawing right? ahaks. #perasan

usia persahabatan kitorang ne masih terlampau baru. But I wish it will last forever. 

Kalau tak forever pon at least sampai aku tua. huhu.. 

Guys, I've save a memo about them.. baca lah andai ada kerajinan,

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My Memo

Aku... Sama macam SS Family Member yang lain. Aku harap hubungan persahabatan yg daebak neh

bertahan dan kekal lama sampai ke tua. ahaks. sound impossible tapi sebanarnye possible to happen. Aku seronok dengan angah, alang, achik and adik. I feel secure, happier and even stronger to be with them. And now I begin to love them the way I love myself. <3 Am I taking this kind of friendship too serious? haha. not sure actually. Anyway, aku selalu doa semoga persahabatan ne membawa aku kpd kejayaan instead of enjoyment semata-mata dan mendapat keredhaan-NYA [aminn ya Rabbi] *winkwink*

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Guys, it is so nice to have a good and caring friends. aku dah tengok buktinyeh dari parents aku. they're 40 something already but still contact to each other. He is a friend of my dad whom was a classmate to my mom. Last time arwah adik aku sakit. banyak kali pakcik tuu and his family datang ziarah. He gave moral support to my dad and selalu contact my dad untuk bertanya khabar. when he received the call about my younger sister's death, he came to the hospital immediately even it's already 12 in the morning. He hugged my dad and help him uruskan jenazah tgh mlm buta tu, uruskan jenazah pagi esoknya and sentiasa peka n prihatin dgn feelings the whole family walaupun it has been two weeks when we met him. 

Kemurnian persahabatan antara pakcik ne dgn parents buatkan aku letak harapan and angan2 untuk dapat kawan sebaik beliau in my future. #ayattakboleblah

bukan harapan utk SS family je, tapi dgn semua kawan2 rapat aku yang lain like NOR WAFA, MARDHIAH KHUSAIRI, HANAN ADZHA, NAJMINA ITTRY, EIMRAN, GENG RUMAH SEWA @ PLKN Segari, KAMIL RAIMI and semua lahhhhh :D *winkwink*

Feeling DUA - Kuno

dah lima tahun aku sekolah dekat MaHISS (maahad hamidiah islamic sec. school) and tahun ne dah nak masuk tahun keenam.

seingat aku lah. yes, aku pernah benci gile sekolah tuu sebab banyak sangat kenangan hitam pekat menimpa aku since my first year studied there. #brokenenglishbhai

as I've grown bigger and older, aku berjaya gak kikis penyakit fobia dan trauma terhadap sekolah tu.

actually it is not about the school tapi tentang warga sekolah tu; student especially yang boleh dikatakan tersangatlah kuno mentality nyeh.

rindu korang. salunyeh bila aku ada prob, kita lepak makan maggie sesame. #rinduuuuu

being black-listed by people adalah sesuatu yang common bagi aku. but still it hurts me so much, harap maklum. And act aku ingatkan bila aku dah form 6 neh aku bole jalani kehidupan baru yang aman sentosa.. ingatkan panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengah hari; adeh >..<" again, nama aku menjadi isu and kinda di black-list kan jugaklah.

and demit, seriously sebenarnye aku agak fed-up. 

Berdiri seorang diri dgn seorang lelaki di hadapan dinding bangunan yang superb besar, di tempat dan kawasan yang terbuka tanpa melakukan sesuatu yang mencurigakan sebaliknya berbincang tentang mural yg perlu disiapkn sebelum Ramadhan dan tanpa disiasat dulu, I've been accused untuk tuduhan 'BERDUA-DUAAN' and people started to look at me deep too down. memang serong habes lahhh. #bengangneh!

sedangkan kami cuma berdua-duaan untuk less than 5 min just because my companion ke blkg blok sekejap to wash her hand after doing mural. What on earth is going on? dah laa yang mengadu (domba) tuu budak form 1. chehh >..<" tak selidik hape dah pandai nak report2. aku time form 1 dulu baek je #takpasal-pasal.

tak pasal2 Damia jadik modelnyeh. #I'm sorry if I'm using broken english

Sape tak keci hati doe kalau nama masuk dlm meeting MT (majlis tertinggi) sebagai satu problematic issue and kawan2 pandang aku yang keluar masuk kelas macam aku keluar tu nak gi buat masalah carik pasal. 

and to be frank.. even  presiden of MPPU tak salah tanggap about this matter, aku tersangat lah segan dan malu sbb aku dah jadi isu. I can't act like nothing had happened. It hurts my pride too. sape lah aku ne #acecehh

[notakaki] fine..fine.. aku akui lah this second feeling hanyalah  luahan perasaan yang bersandarkan emosi. but still my emotion is important to me. 

"don't judge a book by it's cover and don't judge me by my appearence." "treat me nicely so I could treat you nicely in returned" "I hate plastic people. hahahaha!" 

#evil laugh

Assalamualaikum and Morning peeps