SUBHANALLAH, I love this song!

You came to me in that hour of need

When I was so lost, so lonely

You came to me took my breath away

Showed me the right way, the way to lead

You filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above

Now all I want Is to be with you

You are my one true love

Taught me to never judge

Now all I want Is to be with you

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/sami_yusuf/you_came_to_me.html ]

CHORUS (x2): ALLAHUMA! Sal 'ala Sayideena Mustafa

'Alaa Habeebika Nabieeka Mustafa

(O God! Send Your Blessings upon our leader, the chosen one (Muhammad (peace upon him))

Upon Your Beloved, Your Prophet, the chosen one)

You came to me in a time of despair

I called on you, you were there

Without You what would my life mean?

To not know the unseen, the worlds between

For you I'd sacrifice

For you I'd give my life

Anything, just to be with you

I feel so lost at times

By all the hurt and lies

Now all I want Is to be with you

CHORUS (x2)

Showed right from wrong

Taught me to be strong

Need you more than ever

Ya Rasul ALLAH (O Messenger of God (Muhammad (peace be upon him))

You came to me

In that hour of need

Need you more than ever

Ya Rasul ALLAH

You filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above

Now all I want is to be with you

You are my one true love

Taught me to never judge

Now all I want Is to be with you

CHORUS (currently X2)

Laa Ilaaha Illallah

I'm done reading this article by NAYZAK. So it's your turn now. InsyaAllah, yang baik jadikan bekalan.. Mana-mana yang tak baik tolak tepi. Wallahu'alam

 1. "If God created everything - then who created God?" (May Allah forgive me for this stupid question)

 Answer:
According to the Qur'an, Allah tells us that He is the only creator and sustainer of all that exists and that nothing and no one exists alongside Him, nor does He have any partners. He tells us that He is not created, nor is He like His creation in anyway. He calls Himself by a number of names and three of them are:
A) The First - (Al-Awwal)
B) The Last - (Al Aakhir)
C) The Eternal, who is sought after by His creation, while He has no need from them at all. (As-Samad)
so, the answer to the question "Who created God?" is "no one created him".
the answer to the question "What was before the God?" is "nothing, since the God was the first"
Allah has always existed and He never was created, as He is not like His creation, nor similar to it, in any way.

 2. "How can you believe in God, when you can't see, hear, touch, smell, taste or even imagine what He is?"

 Answer:
We know from the teachings of the last prophet of Islam, Mohammed -Peace and blessings be upon him- that no one has ever actually seen God - at least not in this lifetime. Nor are we able to use our senses to make some kind of contact with Him. However, we are encouraged in Islam to use our senses and our common sense to recognize that all of this universe could not possibly come into existence on its own. Something had to design it all and then put it into motion. That is beyond our ability to do, yet it is something that we can understand.

We don't have to see an artist to recognize a painting, correct? So, if we see paintings without seeing artists painting them, in the same way, we can believe that Allah created everything without having to see Him (or touch, or hear, etc.).



 3. "Can God do anything? - Can He make a rock so big that nothing can move it? - If He did make a rock so big that nothing could move it, would that mean that He couldn't move it too? Or would it be impossible for Him to make something so big that He couldn't move it?"

 Answer:
Allah tells us that "Allah is capable of doing anything that He Wills to do." He can make a rock (or anything for that matter) that is so large or heavy that nothing in the entire universe can move it. As regards Allah "moving" it, He is not in the universe and He does not resemble His creation. Whenever He wants anything done, He merely says "Kun! Fayakun!" (Be! And so it will be!)

TAKDIR + TAWAKAL

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Satu Malaysia 
Selamat malam kalian (aku draft post ne waktu mlm)

Err.. This is my first time buat draft directly from h andphone u di-publish dlm blog. So I hope you guys pepaham je laa kalau ada bnyk typo atau entry kalini mcm messy siked.

Sekarang ne dkt Taman Ramal Suria dan sekitarnya tgh hujan. Standard lah kan, di penghujung tahun ne.. Kalau petang tak hujan, malam mesti hujan punya. InsyaAllah, hujan yang turun mencurah ke bumi itu adlh tnda rahmat Nya dan merupakan simbolik rezeki utk kita semua. Wallahu'alam. Time-time macam ne pong org kata antara waktu yg diperkenankn doa. Heee~ sama-sama lah kita berdoa yer. ^^ Soal diperkenankan atau tidak, itu hak Allah yang Maha Kuasa. *bismillahirrahmanirrahim*

 Aku bukan lah nk cerita banyak bab takdir bagai. Tapi terasa nk cakap beberapa perkara yang berkaitan dgn nya. Itu shj. So, if I am mistaken in whatever I'm going to say or share after this.... Sila lah tegur, toksah segan-segan.

My umi dah lama sakit kaki actually. It was right after my late sis - Syahida meninggal and there's a time it's getting worse sampaikan umi terpaksa bertongkat utk mengajar di sekolah. And now, it's getting so much better, alhamdulillah.

But however... As the test of blood, urine and blax3 came out yesterday, didapati bahawa sakit yang menimpa umi neh... Dtg bersamanya beberapa simptom penyakit Rheumatoid Arthritis (AR) frankly, I didn't acknowledge langsung whether that AR is a critical disease or what. But sooner as I went through reading informations about the disease on internet, I realize it is an autoimmune disease which is almost close to Lupus (SLE). But still, different la. And bila sebut SLE, entah knp but I am kinda phobia towards it. Well, mybe sbb disease tu ada kaitan dgn my late sister agknye. Hmph..  and sbb ia dlm group disease yg complex n berat gk sbnrnyeh.

Makanya... Tentulah after I acknowledge few things related to AR like I've said before, I am worried about my umi. She's not sick with such of disease. Yet it is just the symptoms. But still kinda burdensome to think of it out of my concerned. Abah's word keep on repeating it self in my head, "kuasa takdir mengatasi segala-galanya. Kita dah pernah diuji sekali masa syahida sakit dulu. Mungkin ini pun satu bntuk ujian yg memerlukn kita usaha dan tawakal srta lbey taqarrub dgn NYA."  

Be prepared for what will come in the future. 

The best thing I see we could ever do is ikhtiar and tawakal.

Even it is so, I won't deny somewhere inside me is damn so afraid that things will get to the worse and we'll have to face the problem the way we did before. I mean to lose someone you love and experienced it once again is kinda pain even to think of it  Aku tak maksudkan apa yg terjadi dkt syahida akn jd dkt umi. Haih~ Na'uzubillahimindzalik. Aku selalu doa yg terbaik. But it is just, I am scared to face it if it's going to be as unexpected as before.

Sebagai seorang yang tahu hakikat bhwa Allah maha Kuasa dan ada rahsia di sebalik setiap percaturannya, aku 100% setuju kata-kata abah , takdirNYA mengatasi segala-galanya. Najwa Huda pulak kate tawakal adlh kuasa yang besar. And AKU conclude-kan... Untuk menghadapi takdirNYA perlu tawakal. Penyerahan diri dan usaha itu perlu seiring, seia, sekata. 

Btol tak?? I'll keep it in my head anyway. Err... Guys, wanna ask u for a sec, Mesti korang pening kan dgn penyampaian entry kalini? Sbb ak pong pening. Haha. Mentang-mentang la dah lama tak berbloging, my typing skill  had turned upside down. *poyojeh*

Actually point yang aku nk kongsi dlm entry ne adlh tntg kebimbangan aku,  which aku sebenarnya masih agk coward to even think too far, to the worse what might happen. Agk takut kalau sekiranya sesuatu yg aku taknak, terjadi dua kali.. aku akn jatuh n takmampu bangkit. Eceh. Tu je sbnrnye - risau. 

Guys, this not-so-long-but-still-a-long entry will end here. Not sure korang paham ke tak entry yg cacamerba bhsanye neh. and yes, membosankan sbb takde gambar bagai. sori and BTW, aku mintak, korang pong doa-doa lah supaya tak ada apa yang serius sgt tntg sakit umi aku neh. (Sakit kaki je kann mula-mula tuhh.) Doa sme dgn aku okayh! ^^V

[notakaki] saat abah sebut sebaris firman Allah yang mafhumnya, "dalam al-Quran itu ada rahmat dan penawar"  hati aku berbisik, "yeahh lets stick to it (Quran)"

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

Late Night Nagging - Don't Call Me That Way!

Hi world and Peace be upon you :)

Jyeahh, it's already 0225 hours in the morning.
I'm just finished doing my late night chores - cleaning the kitchen, wash the dishes and etc.
What I'm thinking I'm doing now? It's not like tomorrow is holiday or I'm taking a day off.
Actually I am not satisfied about something.
And that's maybe the main reason why I am updating my blog right now; at this moment.

People,
will you guys stop calling me with something I don't belong to.
YKW, I realized that since in elementary school until this present time.. other people like to give nicknames for me. My elementary schoolmate did call me pizza and tol just because it sounds similar to Eizah and Farhatul. They keep teasing me and of course, I hate it damn so much.
I love my name given by my parents. It has a nice meaning which means 'shines of happiness honor'.

But kids back then makes me hate my own name because they keep, giving me a bad title. -,-  I am std six on that time and get easily touched by so many things especially the worst one. so to be frank, I cried once because of this matter. LOL,

Anyway I thought that, as I am already a grown up teenager.. people wouldn't do this stuff - giving bad title or mocking my name etc. But still, it happens. This what I'm going to complaint about.
Lalalala~

Calling me Salam even my name is Eizah. What's the point??? *emotional people get emo* I don't even close to that so called Salam lahh -..-" Perhaps that, whoever calling me that way doesn't meant to hurt me. Maybe it just for fun and jokes. Kinda. At first, I am taking this matter lightly, no biggie. But as time flies, making fun of me doesn't make me fun at all. I got humiliated. It's quite much.

Not just that... Calling me 'sotong' out of nowhere. It's quite embarrassing . Seriously. But as people whom calling me that way are friends of mine, so ignore it. That's a joke too right? No hard feelings please.
But as I realized that the 'sotong' is actually suits me so well because it's related to my weaknesses - being too flexible and for my awful body language, I got mad. Not mad actually but a little bit offended.
Said umi, "Kalau kawan kita hormat kita, dia takkan gelar kita sesuatu yang kita tak suka. Tambah pulak gelaran tu diberi disebabkan kelemahan kita. Seorang kawan takkan gelakkan kawan dia kerana kelemahannya" *ouch* and that's the moment I started to think that I don't like to be called that way, seriously.

The latest nickname among the others is to be called 'mak mah'.
me, mak Mah? What the.... o..O Calling me that way and let the whole class knowing it sarcastically. This is too much lah. He called me that way and in the mean time, still calling me Salam - this so a burdensome. I'm not that stressed just to think about this 'nicknames' stuff which I dislike. But it's partially affected me when I got called the way I don't want to, on the moment it happened. My confident level dropped drastically and I even don't have courages to stand in front and give my own opinion in the class. I assumed that I am getting called mak Mah out of my clumsiness. I thought so. It's my bad being clumsy.

Anyway guys, take note this, whether it is logic or not, that so called given title to me or even the title suits me damn pretty well.. don't call me with something I don't want to and don't belong to. If it's for jokes and fun, don't be too much or I'll offense and hate it.

Guys, it seemed I've took a long time to type an entry. This is my first own-made entry in English. So if there's any mistake or error in grammar and etc. I am so sorry because it happened that I'm not good in English. Err.. *awkward face*

Finished on, 0324 hours. I bet umi must get mad knowing that I'm not sleep yet and tomorrow might be my sleepy-day ever !

Morning Malaysian and Good Night Eim and Hanan :)

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Assalamualaikum, Adios.

Eizah Membebel untuk Hanan dan Izzah Fauzi

Assalamualaikum..
Hello ada orang tak???

Sekarang neh dah pukul 5 petang (waktu Malaysia) and hari Jumaat.
Finally aku berblogging semula setelah agak lama tak menaip entry.
Semua gara-gara sibuk melayan twitter, kononnya.

Melihat kepada situasi aku mengapdet blog ne, paham-paham je lahh yang bahawasanya
twitter dan pesbuk aku pada saat ini tersangat membosankan.

Apa yang aku nak cerita...
Hari ne aku rasa kosong, lost, takde soul and takde live langsung.
kerja aku seharian, bangun, ngemas rumah, solat, makan dan tidur. balik-balik menda ne jeh yang
aku dok ulang tayang. Bukan aku tak cuba study dan buat revision bagai.
Asal nak membaca jeh.... mata aku time-time tu jugaklah nak terasa beratnyeh.
last-last, tertidurlah aku bertemankan buku-buku. Dramatik, bukan?

Semenjak dua menjak ne tahap kerajinan aku dah berkurang sangat-sangat.Tak boleh macam ni! Periksa STPM sem 1 tinggal lagi kurang sebulan. Aku tak patut hilang fokus.
Aduhai.. tak lain tak bukan sebab aku dipengaruhi dgn emosi yang tersangat tak stabil - siked-siked nak patah hati. Pantang nampak muka dia rasa nak mengamuk je. Dia tak buat salah pon. Aku sendiri rindu sangat dkt dia. Tapi sbb tak boleh terima situasi skrg - yang aku dengan dia dah tak rapat cam dulu, aku bajet emo je memanjang depan dia.

Izzah betul. Aku je yang melebih-lebih layan perasaan aku. Sepatutnya aku buat macam takde pape yang berlaku. emh, tapi aku betul-betul tak boleh buat biasa. My bad!!
Dia text adik aku. Aku tak marah. Cemburu mungken? waduhhh.. childish gile aku, macam sakai -,- . Dia rasa aku dah tak wujud ke? Dia sedar tak yang dia text tuu adek aku? Apesal dia buat adek aku tuu macam adek dia? So stupid. Senyap-senyap aku stalk jugak conversation diorang. Rindu doe. Err.. aku, bajet jual mahal lepas tu bila dia ignore aku, mulalah aku buat assumption and perseption yang bukan-bukan. huduh sungguh perangai.

I AM HOPELESS BUT HOPING

Bila dia jauh beberapa meter depan aku, senyap-senyap aku ngusya dia. pehh.. dah gaya stalker handalan, mengalahkan junior bila aku ngusya *malunyeh*. Tapi bila dia dpn aku, punyalah nak avoid eye sight, kononnya.. aku buat-buat tak kenal dia pulakss. *hampehpunyabudak*
Lebih teruk lagi, bila dia bercakap dengan aku face to face, boleh pulak aku angkat paper tinggi-tinggi buat macam dia tak wujud and act rude dekat situ. Aku tak tahu apa yang aku baca dekat paper tu. Act aku baca zero. Act aku nak je berbual dengan dia. tapi bila dia bercakap dengan aku, menda ni lah yang jadi. BTW, YKW.. I even yelled at him once. The reason obviously tak logik langsung. HAILAHHH. Aku taktahu kewarasan aku ke mana time neh.. Apa motif aku???? *stresssendiri*
anyway, apapun yang aku dah buat atau tnjukkan. dia tak pernah respon apa-apa, macam nothing happened. sbnrnye mmg nothing had happened pon. Ouch! nampak tak betapa syok sendirinye aku neh. Alahai.... sadis!

Maaf kpd yang terbaca. Frankly, aku tak rasa pon ada yang terbaca entry ne that's why I am quite berani nk tules mende mengarut like this stuff. kinda. lagipun I am not going to publish this entry on my TL or twitter sbb absolutely  obvious entry kalini lebih kepada catatan hati aku sendiri. Dulu, bila ada prob syok sendiri macam ni.. selalunya I told Hanan or Izzah. Sekarang Hanan dekat Cairo Egypt nun. Macam mana pulakk nk contact. Izzah Fauzi pulak skrg tgh dlm preparation utk exam next week and in additon tgh ada personal prob. No way la I will burdened her with my silly prob neh.

taw tak. there's something funny jadik semalam. Time my sis turun downstairs.. secretly aku stalk conversation dlm phone dia. seriously tak sempat nk stalk hape pon sbb I've took a long time untuk decide nk stalk or not. I felt so immatured doing those things tapi in the same time sgt curious. *takbolehnakelak*
baru seminit dua pegang, my sis dah naik semula. as usual, sbgi seorang yang sangat lemah bab kaver mengkaver neh... tak psl2 tercampak jauh phone tuu. KANTOI. and then my sis expected that I stalk phone dia. She did provoke me saying I am crying for something I didn't do. Penat menafikan. but so sudden... I burst into tears lepas tuh.

Makkkkkk. malunyeh nangis dpn adik sendiri. awuuuu *mencix100!!* I am even clueless macam mana lah boleh tibe-tibe menangis lps kena provoke siked. I bet I can't kept my thaught and frustration for long. Pon begitu, sesungguhnya aku rasa sangat berdosa cry over a guy. Am I bad muslim girl?  tangisan aku adlh kerana miskinnya cnta dan rnduku pd NYA. aku patut menangis kerana DIA instead of dia, right?

oklahh.. aku chiao dulu. habes dah membebel - rasa light siked hatijiweraga neh. huhu.
ASSALAMUALAIKUM wbt

[notakaki] Imran, Thanks sbb pakai baju tshirt ungu tuu. It suits you pretty well, tak tipu. I like you wearing that outfit, seriously agak terharu. err~  aku assumed kau appreciate pemberian aku as you're wearing it. So, thanks again. take care kat sana. wish your out and inside always in peace and calm. jangan sedih-sedih dan enjoy lah bercuti kat Sinai tuu. :)