Saturday, July 17, 2010

2 minit to 3:30 am

salam
dan selamat pg..
baru je tiga minit berlalu setelah pukul 3:10 minit pg..
huh...~ apa yg sy buat ni?
"sudah semestinya sy sedang berbeloging, rite?"
tp.., :c sy sepatutnya belajar time ni.. atau lebih baik, get some sleep.. :c

apa yg sy nk kongsi ya...?
"bnyk sgt la awk.. jujur sy cakap.. bnyk yg sy nk kongsi dgn awak."

sy minta maaf kalau pd entri2 sebelum ni, sy ada membajet kononnya sy nk duduk asrama n segala bagai (spesel sori for skool mate aka fren laa)
masih dlm pertimbangan.. mk sy kata akn usaha kn.. ayh sy yg bg cadangan (tp sy tahu, ayh sy xkan nya nak duduk jauh dari sy.. walaupun mahad tu dpn rumah je)
sy pulak.., sy rasa asrama tu.., okay la kot.. (sbb sy punya result teruk amat!!! sy perlu inisiatif untuk membina jarak antara sy dgn belog // internet// fb // latenite movie // komix // novel// n etc...) tapi, aura sy juga agk ragu2..
mampukah sy.., org yg tak tahan dgn gaya hidup rutin, hidup di asrama???

selepas ambil report slip haritu.. sy sedar yg sy syg kan kls aliran sains sy.. n mungkin person dlm kelas tu jugak.. entah lah.. ?_? secara umumnya, sy macam dah tawar hati untuk ke kelas sastera slps mcm2 perkara // pengalaman // sedikit kenangan // suasana // kls sains 6 bulan bersama sy...

sy tak dpt bayangkan macam mana sy nk hidup tanpa masuk makmal chem, bio n fizik yg sy suka masuk (n most of the time, to b truth.. i'm chatting with my fren kt belakang tu)
sy mcm tak nak terima pulak lps ni sy xkan nmpk dy lagi in my every single kls.....
huh...~ sy dah mix laa dgn kwn2 dkt sana... :c

paling sedih haritu., bila mk sy buat ayt..,
'budak kls sains kena struggle belajar..,' sbb sy bukan type of person yg cerdik.. thp kebijaksanaan sy.., average dy, common je...
'budak kls sains tak ke hulu-hilir bwk camera.., ; snap sana-sini' not like me...

Ahhhh.. >< hakikatnya.., sy bukan macam tu.. i can't even life by following routine.. i'm not that kind of science student.. my life'll never relate on dreaming being a doct, dentist or sumthing etc..
my life's about love editing pic, snap nice scene n view.., loves designing busana, reading novels n writing...

setelah habis sesi 'perbincangan' dan leleh2 daripada sy..,
sy berazam utk slowly change..
i wish i am changing...
(walaupun ssekarang sy berada di hadapan lappy)

sy nk berjaya..
semua org nk berjaya
doakan sy berjaya
sy pon doakan awk berjaya

wassalam...

Friday, July 16, 2010

untuk mu sahabat

POST INI KUTUJU KAN KHAS BUAT MY SAHABAT..

:: wafa ::
:: jiha ::
:: mr. MZR ::

n sesiapa je lah yg view my blog (thnks 4 view ^^)

ak benar2 sgt sedih skrg..
ak perlu kan wafa!! >< kawan baik ak dunia akhirat
n jiha teman lama yg sgt ak rindui
kalau boleh, ak nk bagitahu mr. M pasal ni.. tp, it's better tak payah.. sbb ak rasa mcm bt jenayah bila terpaksa menyusahkn mr. M dgn emel panjang aku.. -__-

emh.. sebok dgn fb
ak syg korang sgt2 sepenuh jiwa raga ak.. ><
till i'm ttyping again
p.s. mak ayh ak nk anta ak dok hostel... ak x pasti apakah ak dpt membuka belog selalu2 seperti selalu..
wallahu'alam

Monday, July 12, 2010

emel kpd MR. MZR

hari nih x de assemble mcm isnin2 yg biase.. ya know, my hyeadmaster ninggal dunia smlm T_T everyone's sad..
sbb kitorg ade kn tahlil...
talk abot meninggal x2 nih...
my father penah ckp, kite sbagai manusia.. senanye x penah mati sjk dilahir kn... cme, care kite hidop je berbeza..
fes kita hidop lm alm rahim.. *time ni kite da jnji ngn Allah SWT utok beriman kpd NYA...* second, kite hidop kt dunie after our mum lahir kn kite.. kite hidop kt dunie fana dgn roh n jasad... dkt dunie laa peluang nk kumpul sebanyak mungken amln..
then kite mati (senanye x mati).. ekceli kite hidop..
hidop lm alm barzah.. sume org ingt kite mati sbb kite x bergerak daa.. sbb on tis time.., kite hidop dgn roh semate x2.. alm barzah jge AKA pusat transit manusia sblom ke destinasi terahir yg abadi ye itu, akhirat.................
the last one.. stlh hidop di alm barzah.. kite mseh hidop lg ketike d hari akhirat.. beze sket dr hidop di alm barzah sbb kite dpt blek jasad kite.. :) (nyawa pon)
dan sememangnya tlh Allah janjikn dlm kalamNYA.., hidup d'akhirat adlh hidop yg KEKAL ABADI :: depend on our ibadah, dose n pahale...

so.. wt do u think..? r my father's rite?? manusia x mati... they're stay live but in a various type of life..
APPRECIATE LIFE *x psl x2.. xp tp.. btoi la ape ak ckp nih...*

kematian dlm kehidupan yg fana' bkn lah utk kite meratapi c mati.. tetapi sebaliknya.. setiap kematian yg terjadi adlh peluang yg Allah beri kt kite yg hidop untuk mengINSAFI dan meMUHASABAH diri sendiri.. Let by gone b by gone n life must go on... sbgai muslim n muslimah yg ISLAM.. live ur life with a great deeds n forget ALLAH not :)




Sunday, July 11, 2010

ape kah..?

sila jwb soklan di bwh ini dgn segala hormat nye ::

LAGU RAYA APA KAH YG PALING ANDA//AWK//KAMU//KO// PALING SUKA DENGAR??

SIAPAKAH NAMA PENYANYI NYA???

p.s. soklan ini boleh dijawab di c.box sy//ak//kite// dan boleh juge dijawab melalui komen.. do komen this entri :D let me know ASAP....

wokeh...

salam alaik..





me....

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show, it’s time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I have to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real, This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me